Well it’s been a while that’s for sure. I am still mulling over my life changes and whats happened this year.
It may all sound very cryptic but I’ll fill you in……..
It started with an idea, all great ideas need to start with a plan, this route seemed the best to start.
Now once the plan was in place it transpired that greed overcame loyalty. I’m ok with that, but time and time again it’s always the person who shouts the loudest that gets heard.
My main desire in life is to help people, allow them to find their vocation and their purpose. I thought I had found that same vision with a friend. Now I’m the sort of person who is open to ideas and plans and I embrace them.
However, when you spend time developing a business to be then asked to simply be an employee is quite frankly a little bit insulting. Now I’m over the formalities but it appears that in this life people are very quick to call the victim card. I have no desire to call that, I am my own person and I make my own choices. Communication plays a huge part in our lives, but why do we find it so hard to communicate?
All great problems can be solved or at least aired if people talked to each other.
Another gripe is that of social media, now my last post was liberating in the sense that I had given it up, I can assure you that, that didn’t last long and it wasn’t long after I was back on the social media train.
Just lately I am beginning to realise why I initially decided to come off, it’s a sad world we live in, where people who appear to be your friend, hide their social life from you, block status updates and so forth. This is where I found my control.
I do not have to have people on my social media who I don’t want. I don’t need to feel guilty for ‘unfriending’ them, for them to subsequently ‘blocking’ me, I mean seriously???.
I then asked myself –
When did life get so trivial?
And it’s right, it’s time to stop sweating the small stuff. There is so much more out there in the big wide world. I need to embrace my life, and all that’s great in it. I am no longer going to allow people who provide nothing to my life, to allow me to feel guilty. I have so much more that a screen.
But remember, it’s good to get it all off your chest once in a while. Xx
Much love x